Thursday, March 3, 2011

The way i feel today

I am getting a lil depressed.... My back has just about gotten me down. I messed it up in the wreck and was supposed to have surgery on it and i never did..... I really don't know what to do... I feel that it will not get better. I want all the pain to go away right now.... I wanna be able to get out of bed and be a normal person. Not take an hour to get where i can barely move. It's hard being in this pain, there is so much i wanna do, i need to get my studio cleaned and i wanna hang a picture in my dining room.... The bathtub sounds good, but I don't know if i can get out on my own.... I know it seems like i am just complaining, but i have had just about enough and i am ready to be ME again...

http://www.webmd.com/back-pain/default.htm

Back pain is not easy to deal with,... I will get through this... With Gods help I believe that all things will get better..I have faith in God and trust him with everything i have..


Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you. Discipline yourselves, keep alert. Like a roaring lion your adversary the devil prowls around, looking for someone to devour. Resist him, steadfast in your faith
. . . . And after you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, support, strengthen, and establish you
 (1 Peter 5: 7-10)



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